My church is having a fall gathering of adult classes. I attended "Come to the Quiet" tonight. We had a worship service in the style of the Taizé community in France.
The worship was very contemplative. The songs were repeated many times, almost mantra-like. While my understanding of mantras tells me that the goal is to empty the mind so as to become nothing and reach the void (which is antithetical to Christianity), this use is for a different goal: Not to reach the void, but to silence ourselves so that God may speak.
Experiencing that worship for the first time, I wasn't sure what to think of it. The usual worship at our church is not noisy in the sense of cacophony. It is orderly, but it is full of sound and music. It is rare when more than 30 seconds of silence happen, and in that case, the song leader starts a familiar song. In our world, we have music, news, and conversations available at the push of a button, and with shortwave radio, it can be anywhere in the world. The silence of the Taizé worship was unnerving. I am not accustomed to the quietness and the stillness. Noises from the electrical hum of the lights and voices from the classes next to us were almost unwelcome. They remind us of the passage of time while we try to be in the presence of One who is timeless.
The songs were a different experience too. Most of them were set in a minor key, which, raised in the traditions of Western music, evokes a different set of emotions than songs set in a major key. They were far, far away from our usual triumphant songs, but they are not defeatist either. They humbly ask God to come and listen to us. They don't demand, they ask. They also ask us to wait for God and to be here, in the present, for each other.
It was a remarkably different experience for me. It was difficult to keep the silence. I have not developed that discipline. I constantly seek something to read, something to think about, and something to listen to. What are your experiences and advice for slowing down and listening to God?